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What do you do when your best friend is screwing up her life and she's not listening to a word you say about it?
Just keep on loving her and never let go.
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[14 Aug 2006|01:33am] |
oh my god
I'm falling in love with him
don't let me do something like this
things like this don't happen to me
nooooooooooooo
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| Lets make 'em sunny side up |
[11 Aug 2006|12:45pm] |
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A guy goes to his psych and says "I have a problem, my brother thinks he's a chicken" "Well then why don't you turn him in?" "Cuz I need the eggs" I guess thats how relationships are. No matter how crazy, absurd, wonderful, frightening, and lovely they are. We go through 'em cuz we need the eggs.-Woody Allen, Annie Hall
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[31 Jul 2006|08:46pm] |
um
Erica offered to get an apt with me
I could do it with the amount of money I'm making now and pay for my car.
But can I rely on myself to not fuck up in school this semester and still work the same amount of hours?
Basically.....
Can I learn to grow up and start being responsible?
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| the worst is over, you can have the best of me |
[18 Jul 2006|07:25pm] |
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futures planned together.
she'll study theology and philosophy and teach college classes.
he will study english and teach in the same college as her.
then they will collaborate and write an amazing book praised by professors and scholars alike.
these are things we plan together.
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[16 Jul 2006|12:39pm] |
things like this are scary
because its real
there is no faking anything here.
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[06 Jul 2006|10:39am] |
I'm learning to trust him.
And to be honest.
It'a not that bad this time.
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| Where we all hit the common wall |
[30 Jun 2006|04:25pm] |
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Common law marriage, when two people have been living together, having 3 or more items (car, insurance, house etc.) in each others names they are considered "married" by common law.
So when does 2 people dating become a common law couple?
Who decides when it goes from casual dating, to serious dating, to seeing only each other, to hey lets be official about this? When do you reach a point a certainity between the two of you that you both want and desire the same thing? Or maybe your both just too scared to say something for fear of rejection? Would you consider yourself in a "common law couple" when he starts referring to you as a couple in a sentence? Or maybe when he stops using just him and saying us? These are just things I was thinking about today.
Man, I feel like Carrie from sex and the city writing those columns and the like. Maybe I should do this more often, but actually give some advice. I'm such a dumbass.
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[24 Jun 2006|01:53pm] |
I love summer
all I do is work and play.
Paesano's is making me a server.
So they said I couldn't have two toned hair.
So i just dyed it all dark.
Life is good.
A lot of shit is happening all around me. But I manage to stay happy.
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| whispering softly while doing bad things |
[03 Jun 2006|09:40am] |
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I don't understand why boys are so weird
it honestly cracks me up how awkard some still are.
18 year old boys aren't exactly that suave.
Hahaha, oh man. You don't just grab a girl stare at her then kiss her, and then continue to have this awkard look on your face.
Things like that make my day.
hahaha
random pic time
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| tick tock. i'm not a clock, i'm a time bomb baby |
[30 May 2006|12:03pm] |
These have been the most amazing past 5 days ever!
Rookie of the year played friday night and then the singer, Ryan, got sick, so we took him to our friend Dan's apt where everyone was staying that night till they would continue on tour the next morning. Well Ryan wakes up the next day and is still sick. So they cancel their show, then he's still sick so they cancel the next show and basically stayed in San antonio for the past 5 days. Those 5 days have been the best ever, sneaking into sixflags, hotboxing the tour van, random walks to whataburger at 3 in the morn, getting free stuff everywhere! It was great. The guys even loved me so much they asked me to go on warped tour with them as a merch girl. Man I would love to just stop working for 2 weeks to tour the east coast with Rookie of the year. Too bad I have responsibilities. But the question is still in the air.
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[18 May 2006|11:28am] |
woohoo
I got a new car
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[12 May 2006|12:39am] |
"easy isn't a word in the adult world"
-The Weather Man
I just need to learn to suck it up.
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[10 May 2006|08:24pm] |
never let your guard down
insecurities are the subject line here. fear is familiar friend. and trust is a word I no longer know the meaning of.
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[30 Apr 2006|02:39pm] |
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I HATE TEACHERS
I PEOPLE WHO BACK OUT ON YOU WHEN YOU'VE PLANNING THIS FOREVER
I HATE FINALS
I HATE PAPERS
I HATE BOYS
I HATE PARENTS
I HATE WORK
AND I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!
DKHFDKLGHDKGHDKGJHDKLJGHDKLGHDKLHGDKLGHDKLGHDLHGLKJDHYPUDHGISHIUFGHSIULBHK
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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[29 Apr 2006|11:37am] |
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apt move in date
june 1st
soon
i will be free from them
and the just contrained under more responsibility.
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[16 Feb 2006|10:01pm] |
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I've read about the afterlife
but I've never really lived more than an hour.
well, my hour is now.
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| these friends are golden |
[05 Jan 2006|12:38pm] |
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1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2) Don't say who they are.
4) Never discuss it again.
*I'm gonna make this post public, so people who don't have livejournal can see it too.
1. You are seriously a fake. People warned me about you. But yet, I stuck by you. Ya, we had our awesome times together. I'll admit, but you used me and left and abused me. And I'm done. I highly doubt we'll ever be the same again. You prob don't want to be anyways. For all I know your talking shit behind my back and acting all smiles to my face like we used to do to other people. Even when other people bashed you, I didn't say a thing and stuck by them. Now, I'll admit, I've joined them in their ranting.
2.You are amazing. You and your boyfriend are amazing, and have been there when I needed someone the most. Maybe at first you didn't like me, but I'm glad your opinion has changed, as you kept saying when you were drunk ("I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH, I'M SO GLAD I MET YOU") I'm glad I met you and everyone else in that group too, even the other one that no one really likes to talk about. I hope we both know each other for a long time, and have way more exciting dance parties and walks at 5am to come.
3.You were my best kept secret, and my biggest mistake. Your confusing, and I am honestly glad I'm not invovled anymore with you. Your musical genius, but have a lot of other issues to deal with. I'll admit I have some issues to deal with too, but at least I'm facing them now and not waiting for them to blow up in my face. All we caused was drama, and frankly my darling I'm done. You have a part of me I can't get back. So keep it safe please?
4.You have known me since I was a young lil freshman and a HUGE dork. Course, so were you. Every time something bad happens I always know I can come running back to you. Through all these years you've been there and your an absolutly beautiful/crazy/amazing person. You've seen me through almost every single mishap and slip in my life and always had the right thing to say to make me feel better. I hope you grow up into an even stronger and more beautiful woman than you already are.
5.Ok, so maybe the falling out of you and her was partly my fault. I'm sorry for that. But I hope at the moment that life gets better for you. You (I'll jus call #1) and your other half (I'll jus call #2) are both amazing people and I'm so glad I met the 2 of you. I had never had so much fun and DRAMA in one week than I had ever had in my life. Lets have head automatica dance parties and sit on my roof for hours again sometime. k?
6. so this is for the #2 mentioned above. You are so caring and sweet. You and your other half as said before, but can never be said enough are AMAZING PEOPLE. I don't know much about your past and I know you don't like to share it, but I care about you and hope that everything in your life is blessed. You deserver it after all you've been through. I'm always praying for you guys and love you both so much. Lets make potatoes and waffles again and I am NOT letting you near the milk and measuring cups. HAhaha, btw. You can pick out my outfits for me anytime.
7.I met you recently, and had an amazing time. And i think YOUR the dashing reincarnation becaue I am older you know? We should take a roadtrip somewhere just so we can dance in the car somemore. I hope to seeing alot more of you soon.
8.Well, I know my brother will never see this. So its ok to say its about him. So we used to beat each other up, A LOT. But at least now we get along now. I couldn't ask for a better brother. Hopefully I can influence your music tastes a lil more, haha. You are amazingly caring/sweet/a gentleman/smart/strong. And growing up to be an amazing man of God. Your insights on life astound me and blow me away. Keep writing, and keep making vids. You'll make an impact on someone one day.
9. You are a fucking douche bag. You use girls, and then just throw them away. Its sick and gross. I'll admit the things I did were wrong. But you don't have to flaunt them everywhere, only maniac neantherdals would do something as immature as that. You think your so hot and cool and just this amazing person. Seriously, just grow up and get off your high horse.
10.I met you by a random fluke in a completly different town. And its astounds me every time I think about how and that it could have never happen. I miss you so much its retarded. I want to ge to know you even more than I already do, to know you and you to know me on a completly different level. I wish I could be there more often. But distance is a pain isn't it? I will admit, I get really jealous at times, especially of those little girls on myspace that are like "omg, you are so hott, heart <3398573984739" haha, ya, inside. I want to beat them up. But I don't say a single thing, cuz that is just how I am. I trust you. And I know you'll read this and figure out that its about you. Its kinda obvious isn't it?
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| new jobbbb |
[08 Aug 2005|05:00pm] |
yay
new job
maybe this one wont be as boring as hostessing (seisously guys, unless your a lazy person, dont hostess)
I am your new salesperson of The Buckle at the new La Cantera mall
I expect everyone to come see me when I'm working
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| piercingsssssssss |
[08 Jul 2005|10:05pm] |
hehehe
I pierced myself
p.s.
I get to see him tomorrow!!!
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